When Leeland was about 8 Months, My husband and I talked about having one more baby.. We currently have 4 boys and we are So blessed. Our lives are pretty great with our wolf pack, But my heart just felt like a little piece was missing. i would always try to justify the feelings i had, thinking about another child.. Good lord, i couldnt imagine a 5th child. So i prayed about it, and prayed and just really.. actually, both of us just really thought that God has given us this life.and has allowed us to be blessed with 4 boys, we should just take that and be satisfied. really there are a lot of people that are not as fortunate as we are.. Some may say its selfish to want another baby, but we really just wanted a baby girl. We both really felt like God knew the desires of our hearts, and he is faithful to the end.. So we left it in His hands.. Currently i am 23 week Pregnant, and we are expecting our very first baby GIRL! ...