Cecily

Simply Magnificent.......... I have been exploring new music lately, one of my recent favorites has been Ellie Goulding..WHO has recently been all over most of the radio stations..music is sick beautiful!! Wow its been a while LIFE has been nothing but complete bliss, my two boys are growing so fast Lucas is only about 3 1/2 months from being 2!! such a trip..Liam is ALMOST 5 months, it has deff been a wild ride. i love every minute of it i must say! My husband and are have also had some complete breakage in our relationship for the BETTER..Sometimes those obstacles that look completely impossible are the easiest things you can ever accomplish in life..its weird how things work out..Goal have been made and REACHED on our way to being debt free and 25% there..a brand new house is becoming closer and closer, it used to be on the horizon of being impossible BUT not n the plans anymore there is possibilities! im dead tired so ill write more this weekend,,,there is so much to catch...

And when it rains on this side of town It touches everything Just say it again and mean it We don't miss a thing You made yourself a bed at the bottom of the blackest hole and convinced yourself that it's not the reason you don't see the sun anymore and no how could you do it I never saw it coming I need an ending So why can't you stay Just long enough to explain And when it rains You always find an escape Just running away From all of the ones who love you From everything You made yourself a bed at the bottom Of the blackest hole And you'll sleep till May You'll say that you don't want to see the sun anymore and no how could you do I never saw it coming I need an ending So why can't you stay Just long enough to explain Take these chances to turn it around Take these chances we'll make it somehow And Take these chances and turn it around Just turn it around. and no how could you do it I never saw it coming no how could you do it I never saw it co...

I can feel the contractions coming on and they were to intense to be touched notice jose has moved away from me..lol oxygen level was too low disgusting but beautiful at the same time, can you imagine?! Liam Amos Gonzalez 7 pounds 1 oz 21 inches a moment he'll never forget he is a sweet heart. 1 week old 2 weeks old

The Village Blog - Calvin Killed a Man

Its a New year and i know everyone is all about changing things up.loosing a few pounds,leaving the drama behind or just really making everything better this NEW year..But the truth is you dont need a NEW YEAR to change you, you cant really erase the things you did or said last year and you cant really change things up unless your really willing too..Face it you've just got to pick up the pieces from last year and try and mend them together..who said erasing the things you did last year would help things, they wont.. In fact forgetting what you did a few days before January 1st doesn't make life easier, it makes things more complicated and untrue..So we should own up to our mistakes,bad mouths,bad habits and attitudes.Admit that you were not such a nice person a few days ago, ask for forgiveness and move on situation by situation.. Forgiveness is one of the first steps to recovering from a hell of a year, God knows we aren't perfect and he def knows we need the forgiven...

A few from Christmas Eve with Jose's family.. Jose putting together Lucas motorcycle..Christmas day!