Lessons Learned...

Some lessons cant be taught, they simply have to be learned. 

Lately things in my life have been quiet chaotic, so many things have happened some stressful some not so stressful. I've gotten to the point where if you are not my children, husband or people in arms length from me . i don't communicate with you. I know its sad, but I've gotten so wrapped up in  getting ahead financially, its the only thing on my mind. i don't want to struggle anymore, and i wont! So lately  it has really been straining on my friendships, my family-ships and  just my life in general.

 Although sometimes going through specific things, really exposes the people that really care about you and are always their for you. and sometimes just shows you who really could care less about you and more about themselves. I've learned a lot about that the past few months. I've gotten so used to having surface relationships with people, i'm assuming that's why its so easy to cut people off. I've also learned a lot about how ugly people can be. I mean i'm so far from being perfect, i swear, i drink, i put my opinion in where it doesn't belong. but sometimes enough is enough,and when people do this back and forth stuff with you because their angry with you gets so ridiculous, I was raised to confront things head on, not to sleep on it, keep it inside, forget about it.. Always confront the issue! that's hard for me because people were raised differently, obviously. 

               SO anyways i needed a random info rant off of my chest ,and their it is. 

I'm sleepy so im out!