2019 Day 2

I declare  this year be 100% better than 2018......

       2018 brought a lot of changes, breaks ups, break downs and heartache.. I learned a lot about myself in 2018 that I have in years put together.. I’ve learned that your mental state changes you not only emotionally but physically. Darkness is real and if you let it that shit will eat you right up.  I’ve learned it is SO fucking important to Check on other moms, to be that hearing ear and lend that hand when needed. Cause let’s face it dude, Motherhood is SO fucking hard. And I can’t tell you how many times I would not had made it through 2018 with out the few women I do have in my life.. I’ve learned that Communication is SO damn vital in a relationship wether it’s marriage, family or friendships.  Cause let’s be honest, us humans suck at communication, I mean like real communication.  Believe me I have found myself scrolling through Facebook liking a few pics, commenting a few words and calling it a day way too much over this past year. I definitely wished I would have done more  things differently.

  But 2019 brings so much opportunity, for instance I said I would blog more lol and here I am. I want to start a vlog on our life and Leeland and his NF1 journey. I want to spend more time on my relationships with my friends. I’ve neglected my friendships and blamed on my #momlife duties. If I can make time to binge watch Netflix shows I can make time for my friends. Seriously tho, us people need each other to do life.

Quick update on Leeland : we went to have leelands Testing done and went as far as his hearing  test because he  didn’t do well with that and we couldn’t move forward. So as of now, leeland has a lot of stored up fluid in his ear. No ear infections which means just that his ears are not draining properly. So the best thing for him is to have tubes placed, to get those ears drained and then we can retest his hearing. So January 15th is surgery day!
         . We appreciate all the prayers and good vibes! Thank you!