Cecily

Well my life has been the craziest ride for the past two days, i went into labor October 9th around 6 a.m..My water broke and i didn't realize it till 2 hours later..i cam into the hospital and immediately was hooked up onto monitors and all that jazz..Had i known i was going to be in Labor for 24 hours i probably would of passed out a head of time.. i went through all of the morning with harsh pains i came in only dilated about 2 1/2 and lasted till hmm about 2:30 until i finally dilated 4, when they could gave me the epidural..whhheeeww thank you Jesus for an epidural, so i thought..Like by 9 p.m i was dilated a 9 but the doctor said will give you another hour just to make sure you get to 10 alright..So i did, i started pushing at 10:15 p.m and oh i didnt stop pushing for 3 1/2 hours, yea it was long and stressful i even remember accepting the fact that i couldnt get him out and i wanted a c-section but the doctor convinced me other wise..so i carried on abotu halfway through the...

Wow, i appreciate the fact that you have come out and owned up to who you are, it seems that it has taken you a while to muster up the courage to show your face and reveal your name.. TRUTH is i don't understand you, i don't understand your motives, your suggestions, your accusations or the simple fact that you are still going on and on about things that have happened a LONG time ago.. Are you honestly saying the things you say in ALL of your blogs out of love or out of disrespect and bitterness because we all know according to the bible that we should... Get rid of all bitterness , rage, anger, harsh words, and slander, as well as all types of malicious behavior- Eph 4:31 I n fact you haven't answered any of my questions nor have you accepted any of my statements that i have wrote on your blogs, which means to me that the only questions you allow to be shown or any answers you give are only to the people that have a "problem" with Teen Mania... Why is that...

picture, you're the queen of everything as far as the eye can see under your command i will be your guardian when all is crumbling steady your hand... we're falling apart and coming together again and again we're coming apart but we pull it together pull it together, together again Friendship: noun 1. the state of being a friend; association as friends: to value a person's friendship. Why is it that sometimes you can have the greatest friend in the world, someone that is always there, someone that is very loyal to you. and someone that you can tell everything to and do anything with?! But then one day you make a decision that lets just say wasn't the best.. Instantly your friendship isn't the same you are judged instead of helped, your thrown to the back burner instead of lifted up in prayer, ignored instead of being asked if your at least okay.. you know those times yo had in your friendship where you would sit out in the grass on a blanket with a ...

Thats such a good question "What did you poor your life out for" Sit back and ask yourself that question, meditate on those word "what do you burn for" i really believe that god will show you .. It wont be long before you are sitting before God and those words will be asked from you.. What if you were asked to deny Jesus, would you? WOULD YOU? WHATS YOUR STORY! Think about this, MY LIFE FOR THE GOSPEL... Not to just live for him but to die for him! Saul was one of the official witnesses at the killing of Stephen. A great wave of persecution began that day, sweeping over the church in Jerusalem, and all the believers except the apostles fled into Judea and Samaria- Acts 8:1 The Martyr's Prayer listen to it, meditate on it and ask God to search your heart that this will be your desire MY LIFE FOR THE GOSPEL..

Vanity n. pl. van·i·ties 1. The quality or condition of being vain. 2. Excessive pride in one's appearance or accomplishments; conceit. 3. Lack of usefulness, worth, or effect; worthlessness. Ecclesiastes 2:18-26 18 I hated all my toil in which I toil under the sun, seeing that I must leave it to the man who will come after me, 19 and who knows whether he will be wise or a fool? Yet he will be master of all for which I toiled and used my wisdom under the sun. This also is vanity. 20 So I turned about and gave my heart up to despair over all the toil of my labors under the sun, 21 because sometimes a person who has toiled with wisdom and knowledge and skill must leave everything to be enjoyed by someone who did not toil for it. This also is vanity and a great evil. 22 What has a man from all the toil and striving of heart with which he toils beneath the sun? 23 For all his days are full of sorrow, and his work is a vexation. Even in the night his heart does not rest. This also is...

“There is no doubt that it is around the family and the home that all the greatest virtues, the most dominating virtues of human society, are created, strengthened and maintained” - Winston Churchil l Sometimes Family can be so ridiculous like honestly, they get in your business every second of the day, they "feel like you owe it to them. they try to control your life even if you have bee a grown up for more than 5 years, they ALWAYS have to tell you how to live your life and how to raise your kids.They feel the need to invite themselves over to your house whenever they want, sometimes leaving y ou with no privacy..And the list can go on for hours, i say these things not because i'm bitter but i step back and look at who i am and and where i come from. and yes i come from this crazy family too, one day i will get into other people business (if i hadn't already) i will feel the need to tell the younger one's what to do and what not to do..I just have to except it now...

It is said that the present is pregnant with the future. ~Voltaire So i am Officially 37 weeks, which means my baby boy is Full term..i could go at anytime now, even though my due date isn't till October 10th.. I am very excited to be done, i think the only thing with pregnancy that i really love is when Lucas moves but other than that, everything else i could live without.. I have a friend that gave birth to her son a couple days ago.It was such an exciting feeling defiantly over whelming. even though i was the one seeing and not giving birth. But to actually be in the moment especially that i have never in my life have been in before was so interesting. a womans body does really cool things...anyway needless to say i am very excited! Only 3 more weeks and Lucas will hopefully be here!!

I am overwhelmed with joy in the LORD my God! For he has dressed me with the clothing of salvation and draped me in a robe of righteousness. I am like a bridegroom in his wedding suit or a bride with her jewels... Isa 61:10 Beauty in the Eye of the Beholder