So my body is over producing hormones, SO my face has like this rash from top of my forehead to my none existing collar bones.. ugh! Every time i wash my face with just a plain bar of soap it feels as though i just had a chemical peel. actually i have never had one of those BUT, i can imagine it would feel a little raw.. YUCK! I have been talking with my "therapist" once a week since i was diagnosed with Maternal depression, due to the influx of hormones all at once. it has been a few weeks and i feel less like a doomy(is that even a word) cloud is lurking and more like i have NO filter.. I literally say the first thing that comes to my mind. AND thats not always a good thing! Guys i seriously feel like i have diarrhea of the mouth, LIKE i am here to hurt every ones feelings EVEN unintentional and BELIEVE ME!!! I can not stop it, i feel SO bad 99% of the time.. The other 1% im sure they deserved it :/ BUT i have been working through that, there are so many different emotions that go with depression.. Its SO frustrating! I actually look forward to my Monday morning, discussions with my therapist. Eeeek!
Tuesday, was just a typical day in the life of a boy mom. We have a pretty tight routine so we normally don't stray from that.. But our house has become hotter with the weather heating up and i am just dying over here. We randomly have power outages, and Tuesday was one of those days.. SO we had no electricity and when i say that i don't mean just a few minutes i mean HOURS, like 3 and it was so dang hot in our house my feet and hands were so puffy it was ridiculous. BUT we made it through by 5 pm we were up and running and our house only took like 3 hours to get to my normal 65 degree temps. haha #pregolife.
Wednesday, was the longest day of my life. literally! Started with a 9:30 am doctors appointment which turned into a 10:30 am appointment because my doctor was delivering babies all morning.. Had that group b swab done (don't ask me just look it up) AND had my cervix checked completely closed but 50% effaced and baby is head down.. Like i cant feel that she is, good lord i literally feel like i am carrying a bowling ball between my legs. SO. MUCH. PRESSURE!! So i am currently seeing my doctor weekly for cervix check now because i am FULL TERM TOMORROW 37 WEEKS FINALLY! Later Wednesday i had to meet with a specialist, to check on Edens weight she is literally 7 pounds, Errrrrr. SO more than likely will be another 9 pounder. i need to eat loads of salads these next few weeks. ( i say this as i eat frozen vanilla yogurt with warm caramel drizzled over it) Whoops!
Thursday, was a normal day nothing to spectacular happened.
Friday, was my dads birthday so we celebrated with dinner and cake..
And that is all ill update later this week my child that is currently supposed to be sleeping is looking at me as i type this! Grrrr, Momma gets NO breaks!
Tuesday, was just a typical day in the life of a boy mom. We have a pretty tight routine so we normally don't stray from that.. But our house has become hotter with the weather heating up and i am just dying over here. We randomly have power outages, and Tuesday was one of those days.. SO we had no electricity and when i say that i don't mean just a few minutes i mean HOURS, like 3 and it was so dang hot in our house my feet and hands were so puffy it was ridiculous. BUT we made it through by 5 pm we were up and running and our house only took like 3 hours to get to my normal 65 degree temps. haha #pregolife.
Wednesday, was the longest day of my life. literally! Started with a 9:30 am doctors appointment which turned into a 10:30 am appointment because my doctor was delivering babies all morning.. Had that group b swab done (don't ask me just look it up) AND had my cervix checked completely closed but 50% effaced and baby is head down.. Like i cant feel that she is, good lord i literally feel like i am carrying a bowling ball between my legs. SO. MUCH. PRESSURE!! So i am currently seeing my doctor weekly for cervix check now because i am FULL TERM TOMORROW 37 WEEKS FINALLY! Later Wednesday i had to meet with a specialist, to check on Edens weight she is literally 7 pounds, Errrrrr. SO more than likely will be another 9 pounder. i need to eat loads of salads these next few weeks. ( i say this as i eat frozen vanilla yogurt with warm caramel drizzled over it) Whoops!
Thursday, was a normal day nothing to spectacular happened.
Friday, was my dads birthday so we celebrated with dinner and cake..
And that is all ill update later this week my child that is currently supposed to be sleeping is looking at me as i type this! Grrrr, Momma gets NO breaks!
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