In the stillness you're still there..

Recently i have read a lot of people's , anger,sadness, disappointment, fears and frustrations.. And a lot of it is based on a certain situation that took place in the small town we live in. A lot of people have really just..come to blows over it... A innocent child was hurt. horribly hurt, no child deserves what this child has been going through... And a lot of people are more focused on trying to prove weather or not this certain person had something to do with this child's injuries.. The professionals, have done their jobs. They have recovered evidence, they have come to the conclusion that what this person says happened to the child, just doesn't make sense. Medical professionals have done their jobs and i'm sure are continuing to do so.. And have brought fourth what they believe have happened, based on the evidence...
I have read over and over and over. from a number of people "God will reveal the truth, or we are praying the truth come fourth" The thing they don't realize is the truth is coming fourth. You see people are SO stuck on protecting the innocence. of the individual that caused the trauma to this child, because "shes a good person" that they fail to realize that God is a JUST God. He has already brought fourth the TRUTH and continues to. and just because it is something they cant wrap their minds around they dismiss it and call it a lie.. I am sorry THAT is just NOT how God works, he has created the minds of the Medical team the investigators and the police. He has! People make stupid decisions, thinking they would never get caught. it doesn't matter how "good of a person they are" or how "Godly" PEOPLE MAKE STUPID CHOICES. MISTAKES. whatever you want to call it.. People's focus needs to be on the child and how the child is doing and praying and being there for the child's recovery...
Anyways that was just something i have been thinking about a lot over the past few days..

Moving on....
Currently i am 39 weeks pregnant. YES still pregnant, any day now Annora will be here. hopefully i wont have to go past 40 weeks Good lord. i am SO over it! The summer is just toooo HOT for all of this lol. I have shopped SO much it is ridiculous. Girl stuff everywhere. and for the boys getting two of them ready to start school this year EEEK! our house will deff be different without the oldest two in the house most of the day.. But until then we are enjoying our summer soaking up all the late nights early mornings... anyways until next time!

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