It's a half life with you as my quarter back..

I cant believe it will be two years since i said "i do" with my heart,life,love,other half,companion,soul mate, my husband...Two years doesn't seem a long time, and it isn't! compared to the marriages i have seen..It has had its challenges,its bumpy roads, yet i would never take any part of it back..I remember when,Jose first asked me to be his wife, and it wasn't what i expected.i mean i have heard stories that just steal your breath, my proposal wasn't that. it wasn't on the moon lit beach, on a boat in the middle of the ocean..It was a summer night and we were out sitting on his patio on an old futon he had..It was quiet and we had just finished discussing the next few days we would have and some future plans we would like see come to pass.. He looked at me and said "Cecily, i dont know how to explain this to you,i don't know how to tell you how i feel, i have never been taught to explain my feelings to anyone. Especially a woman, my parents have never taught me how to treat a women the way i want t o treat you. I have never really thought about what i'm about to tell you more in my life than i have these past few hours you have been here. i have never pictured my self in the situation. BUT i Love you more than i have loved anyone, the thought of you walking out of my life would drive me crazy, so i try not to even think like that..Cecily will you spend forever with me, i know were young and i know this is sudden but think about it, can it be us forever. because i want it to be"..

Really? did that really just happen? those were my thoughts, besides being so shy about it and totally caught of guard..So yes i said yes! and the Man that asked me those rambling questions that didn't really make since at the time, is my husband today and will continue to be for years to come..We've come a long way and have learned and are learning every second..and although sometime we really don't see eye to eye on things we manage to look around those disagreements and patch things up..

Our life is a journey and along that journey we have had our first baby almost a year later Lucas Julian Gonzalez AND that's not all! Our second baby is due January 19th 2012, Liam Amos Gonzalez.

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